Happy

I had a really great day. I don't know why, but I just seemed to take everything well and with a smile and laugh.

I went to my lil' sister's vocal concert earlier this evening. It was pretty entertaining. Her band concert was last night, and that was a little slow, but oh well. I'm there to give my moral support, so what else can you do?

I've been enthusiastic and a fairly happy person this week. But it seems some people are taking a step away from me. And I'm not going to lie, it hurts. But then so many people are learning who I really am. I am confident, and lively. And I guess people are just starting to learn that. I accept myself for me and that shows. I think it really shows.

Last year, I was weak. Self-conscious and just very little. Now, I'm so strong. So independent. I can't say I regret any of the hurt. It made me who I am today. And that's important. I still have much to learn about myself and the world, but I've made a major step.

Life is exciting, and painful, and happy, and depressing, and naive, and wise. Life is something nobody should have to give up until they've lived it to the fullest. I feel as if I gain everyday I'm alive. (At least when I'm in optimistic moods like today) And it's important. I think the moment you accept yourself, everybody around can make their choice.

But I'm also guarded. There is so much people don't know about me and never will.

I'm done rambling and contemplating life for tonight,
~Jadyn